im thinking the circumstances as i see her face...? it was november when i met her...
i was attract by her face... i dont know why...the first thing that i thought was shes the one...
is it wrong to love her...? or to feel her so special...? but as the days past as i lying on my bed...shes always there...her smile comfort me when im sad... the feeling i cant understand...
and the days came...i was totally inlove with her without knowing the possible things that can put me down...! im a looser when it comes to love.. i almost down as they telling me that i couldnt love her...i shoudnt... but how i can stop my heart shouting her name...? tell me..??
am almost died as i see her... i want to kept her in isolated place...no worries...no destruction...and no pain...but who am i...? i just her fan...just her friend that always ignored....
i did every liitle thing just to see how i really love her...! but it was turned to nothing! haha...!
as of now...as im missing her is the moments i trashed...i dont know...but for me, i cant forced the moment to be with her.....she never believes in love...! shes always sitting and waiting for the right one....!
i was getting insane as i heard that shes leaving...i cant... i cant....!
im gonna miss her.... if i ever got to hold her hands, i can die happy...
bacause i cant move without her...! really! im getting weak without her...!!!
fuck this love!!! i hate this love!!!
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